I'm tired of working

I'm tired of the game

I'm tired of emotion

I'm tired of the pain


I'm getting sick of everything

I'm not a nihilist

I'm not antisocial

I'm not a cynic

I'm just exhausted


I'm tired of acting

I'm tired of pretending

I'm tired of the plot

I'm tired of waiting for the ending


I'm sick of believing

sick of feeling

sick of remembering

sick of thinking

sick of knowing

sick of writing

and sick of this


indifference is creeping in

consuming me

seeping in

ruining me


I've been trying to fight it

but what's the point

I really don't care anymore